Where did it all start?

My journey is a journey of search, a search for meaning, for depth, for the truth beyond words.

I didn't grow up in a world of Torah, but I always felt it calling to me from among the ancient pages, from among the clues hidden within it.

Life is a riddle, and the Torah is the key to deciphering it - not only on an intellectual level, but also on a spiritual level.

I am writing here to share parts of this journey - insights from study, thoughts, and more. My journey has been through a variety of religions, beliefs, and finally through the world of Judaism, a continuous search for the inner wisdom that illuminates reality.

I discovered that the Torah is not just a set of laws or an intellectual discussion, but a light that penetrates all levels of existence.

I found that in 99% of the yeshivot - the study focuses solely on Gemara and Halacha. To me, it felt like the soul behind the letters, the study, and the observance of the mitzvot was missing.

It is precisely in Hasidism (and Chabad in particular) and the inner nature of the Torah in general that I found the complete connection - a language that gives life to learning, a depth that connects the mind with the heart.

Here on the blog, I write from this connection, from the search, from the enlightenments that come in the midst of study and in the small corners of life.

So I write to share, to deepen, and to discover together, because the soul always wants more spiritual food, so it never ends, but rather it only becomes deeper, full of light and with meaning to life.